I only recently started seriously running. In fact, I'd say I really only got truly started in March or April of this year thanks to prodding by friends like Michael Hodges and Alan Smith. Michael has been an incredible encourager to me in it all, and I am continually thankful for him. He and Alan would tell of their exploits in the wilderness, and they seemed to love it so much. I spent a lot of time in the mountains already, but I imagined where I could go and what I could do if I was running instead of hiking...I wanted to give it a go. More appealing than that, Michael told me how prayerful running was for him. If running could also be an avenue through which I came to know and be known better by Jesus, then sign me up. So I began, and in a few months' time, Michael talked me into doing the Leadville Marathon, and two weeks later, I was running the Silver Rush 50. Though I do sometimes worry I'm taking on too much too quickly, I love it, and you can't know if it's too much until you try.
Running does have some downsides for me, though. For one, though I do practice the ancient tradition of the Jesus Prayer sporadically during my runs and pray short prayers throughout a run, I'm more often telling myself to keep going or push harder or something along those lines. I haven't yet found running to be a great place of meeting for God and me, but I continue to hope it will become that. The most disturbing and painful downside I've noticed is how prideful I've become in it. Though I'm not a great runner by any stretch of the imagination, when I'm running up the likes of Long's Peak and people are cheering me and expressing awed disbelief, it's hard to not let that kind of stuff go to my head and my heart. As someone who has a very distorted and flawed self-image, believing that I continually have to prove myself before I'm considered lovable or desirable or valuable, it is particularly difficult to remain immune to such praise. The more of this praise I receive, the more I desire, and though it feels great and serves to inspire me, it also feeds that gaping, insatiable abyss in me, that chasm that longs to be filled but never can be. It can only be healed, made as if it never was, and only the Healer Himself can do that.
The background has been provided; on to the race.
Pre-race intensity |
Today (9/8/2012), I ran the Imogene Pass Run with my great friend, Cameron Schenk. The race is 17.1 miles in length, beginning in Ouray, CO, at an elevation of 7810 ft. and ending in Telluride, CO, at an elevation of 8750 ft. Along the way, runners climb 5300 ft. or so in 10 miles to the top of Imogene Pass before descending 4350 ft. in 7 miles into the town of Telluride. It was Cameron's first race since high school track, and though running Imogene Pass is a little different than high school track, he knocked it out of the park with a time of 3:53:01. Congratulations, my friend!
Alright, enough with all that. I'll move on to the good stuff. We stayed in Durango, CO, the night before at one of the best hostels in existence, the Durango Hometown Hostel. Unfortunately it had been a rather warm day in Durango and cloud cover that night kept the heat in, which meant the hostel stayed pretty warm as well, which meant I only managed about 3 hours of sleep. I wasn't too concerned about the effect this would have on my running ability, because as many of you know, the energy present at the beginning of a race is more than enough to overcome an impoverished sleep. And once you start to run...well, last night might as well be two years ago.
We were among the first few runners to arrive at check-in because we'd heard several different accounts of how long it takes to get from Durango to Ouray. For future reference, leaving at 4:15 AM for a 7:30 AM race will get you there in PLENTY of time. But, the early arrival time allowed me to do some deep knee-bends, runs up and down the stairs, and take a few punches to the gut from Cameron to try to evict some of the unwelcome residents in my bowels. Despite my best efforts, only some of the unruly guests left at the appropriate time; the rest decided to leave a few hours later, a fact that would end up dropping me down about 100 spots.
The starting line...the air is permeated by a pungent mixture of excitement, fear, and flatulence. |
The view leaving Upper Camp Bird |
The next 2.4 miles, however, turned out to be quite a bit slower. It was steeeeep. At times I was moving at a 30-minute mile pace, and I was actually passing people. It was soooooo steep. I definitely need to do a lot more work on my uphill movement, but I managed to reach the summit in 2:38:04. It was soooo, sooooo, steeeeeep. In my overblown opinion, Leadville's Mosquito Pass can't hold a candle to it. I felt like I cruised up that in comparison.
Weary folks nearing the summit |
Imogene Pass: 13,100 ft. |
The summit reached, I knew I was in my element now. I've discovered that I can descend pretty well. In fact, looking at the descent times of the top runners at this race and factoring in my unfortunate bathroom break, I happily noticed that my descent time was right in line with all but the top 10. After refilling my water, I took off. I was cruising, and I felt great, but about two miles down, the demons in my belly felt sufficiently exorcised and decided they were going to exit the premises. I found a secluded spot off the trail, which took a bit of doing, and by the time I finished, I estimate that I lost close to 10 minutes. Sad news for me, but I took off again and burned it all the way down. I reached the finish line in 3:37:53, which put me as the 306th finisher of 1500, so it wasn't too bad, but I was a little disappointed because of the knowledge of what could have been. Anyway, it was a great day and a great race, and I plan to make this an annual visit.
Finish line extravaganza |
Terrible beauty |
I love your persepctive Derek! Great report!
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